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Thursday, 7 April 2005
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Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 11:47 PM EDT
well again today was weird
it all started off very boring and boring and boring and im making 7.25 to wipe cabinets. that made me smile alot but it felt like i was going to be there forever. i sat alone, survived by eating a honey bun. for breakfast because the machines couldnt break a five so i used a one. then lunch time came, n i noticed people were eating hotdogs, so i said hey im not getting ne of that yet. lol so i got in line and 2 for a dollar with chilli and the cokes were free. im thinking man i think i like this place. la la la then i walked off n ate alone. then i dont remember the rest of the time. and then 3.30 came i got on the bus. so there was sitting with my lef to the side taking up both seats. and the bus got full really quick and then i saw this guy with a small girl, his daughter of course and i knew they were going to be standing up so after no one gave up their seat, i waved him and got up, and i stood up at the front of the bus holding onto the pole thinking, gee its gonna be a long hour ride. but i felt good. then a few min alter a free seat opened up n i snagged it. and the next stop that the bus came a person dragging a male in a wheel chair came in the bus. they sat him across and hooked up his seats, and the lady sat next to me. out of the corner of my eye i could see her facial features, as well as her hands. death is all i saw. she was old and i mean old and very tall, hair tied back as well. my heart was actually beating fast. as i looked at her i could see big eyes and teeth and long ear lobes. i got freaked out thinking that death could be at my side at anytime. i smallowed my tongue. i heard her speak, she had a very young voice so i said is that your husband? she said thats my fauther. i gritted my teeth.... i asked her how old she was. she said 97 n i was like omgggggg. then i said u have a very beautiful voice. n then she said thanks. n was like yea i wish i could live as long as him. as him? ohhh no i asked how old u were i said. she laughed o im 61 we talked for a long time esp how families kids esp leave their fam these days at a very early age n never come back to take care of their loved ones. then next thing u know im at the station, mom picks me up i go to the card store, magizine i love to read isnt there. so we go to bill millers and mom says we have to go work at lauras. so i got a lil frustrated but said ok. she got dressed i stayed in the car. then i listened to paul oakenfold along the way. i worked hard i cut down the rest of the thorn tree or whatever u want to call it with these extra heavy duty sheers that cut like butter. it was so easy n light to hold but closing it in and out made my arm hurt so much i wanted to cry. then after i finished the job i was in unbearable pain. but i helped rake the yard n bag it n everything. my mom got payed 100 for it. we drove back to my house my mom said is 50 enough? i said without even thinking about it. no its ur money n i got out of the car(mainly cause i did most of the backyard by myself) she helped of course. but she gave me 20 neway n i hugged her when we got out, she said im sorry i asked u to work when ur arm still hurts. she said she was in some kind of pain too, i just said its ok n took a shower.
-theonlybluefox
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 11:26 PM EDT
Updated: Thursday, 7 April 2005 11:30 PM EDT
Wednesday, 6 April 2005
my arm still hurts
well today at work was kinda weird, for starters i took a bunch of pain killers so i wouldnt feel anything. well ha, it worked. so off i go to the clinic but first i have o go to the nurse to get a transfer.. mmm okay me and my supervisor are off in his new car. as soon as we went out of the parking lot almost right on the highway, he sneezed. normally a sneeze wouldnt bother me but he had broken his 2 left ribs from falling off a hoarse. so after that sneeze all i heard was ahhhhhhhhhaughghghh and he turned sideways. i wanted to laugh but after him not moving and horribly covering his face to hide the excruciating pain, i felt bad and equally scared for you see his foot was still on the gas and cars were going pretty fast. so finally i said, u knowwww u can scream if u want to. maybe we both need to go to the doctor:::he smiled in a crying facial expression::: so i fnally made it in the nurses office. rafa left. then they called a taxi cab for me which i liked alot. They drove me to the clinics office. Gave me a drug test. hope i dont come out possitive for nething. i know i havent done nething but ive been around aomone who smoked and afterwards hanged out with me in a car. so if nething ittle be because of their damn fumes or stench whatever u want to call it.nehooo, then i sat in the doctors office and finally after a while he ame in and examined me with my shirt off lol. He was nice at first but then when it came to a diagnosis he was a bit of an ass. i mentioned that i couldnt even write my own name and he was all like"where your working u dont need a pen" i wanted to slap him then and there but then i said well if im telling you this then im seriously saying that I AM HURTING. he of course ignored it being the company doctor n all. so he just gave me a prescription and an icepack. he wrote me a light duty saying i couldnt lift nething over 20 pounds. thats like nothing where i work, everything is atleast 50 to 150p and that i wasnt aloud to lift my right upper arm or use of my shoulder. i thought i tore something but apparently my shoulder is whats actually bothering me. the doc said that the diagnosis is that i have a shoulder impingement. eehhh i hope its not too bad. so i waited for a taxi back to the nurses office. the damn thing passed me up and left so i called for another one and he was all like" ive been looking all over for ju so i just said well u founda me a mario! he laughed. then drove me back to the nurses office and they gave me a crap load of pills or a prescription as the doc would like to say. (same pills they gave me last time when i was complaining some prescription).then i got driven back by some lady back to my workstation and i gave everyone that sympathy look the i so sick n dying look. my g/f knows that look lol/;;;;;;and they were all like hmm there going to fire ju and i was all like noooooooo im gona scan instread. i know there were a bunch of haters that were jealous. afterwards i looked for rafa and he was in the break room eating, he grabbed one of panchos tacos and asked if i wanted one. so of course i had to. then i got a soda. After that rafa came back to me and he said i was going to transfer to a nother building for a short time. so we went back all the way to the nurses office and he signed some papers and they took me to a far away land in cardell like way far in the building and since i was a crippy with my arm an all with an icepack n pills lol and the puffy lips n all from being o so sad. they took this old ladies job away n put me there for a week. so now im wiping cabinets lmao with a crapp bottle of wax across from this 65 year old lady who keeps thinking that i talk spanish.
soo im taking it easy except i think she outworks me, shes always walking ahead of me even though i can work faster but she walks further down when she could wait for the cabinet to come to her.
I asked the white boss guy if i could leave at 3.25 instead of 3.30 so i could get a head start on the via bus to get picked up since im actually working only 8 hours instead of 12 or 13 slave hours. and he said no. then i said it takes a while to get to the bus stop, he said u know alot of people ride the bus at 3.30 so when the time came i said see ya n i left. then i walked back out to the via station and luckily the bus wasnt there yet so i talked to this black guy who calls him self big sexy, so naturally i called him that and he was all like" whats up big J" m jhe talked to me for a while n then i wasnt listening to him because i saw this skinny girl who was actually white n not mexican in this sweatshop of mexican so i knew she knew english lol. Yet i knew i saw something wrong with her but i she looked like she would actuall be nice to talk to. so i asked her if i missed the bus. she was like nahhhh then i asked her age she said she just turned 19 n we got on the bus. well my thoughts were right her teeth were somewhat clumped up a bit and she was super dupper skinny. n i kinda think somewhat slow but not enough to be dumb. so we talked a bit n found out she was working to support her n her husaband which i saw no ring but i hope she knows she should have a ring. And i found out that she never finished highschool because of math. i said well thats reasonable not alot of people are good at it. so i asked her how far she got and she said 9th n i was like algebra 1? then i knew she had learning problems. I asked her if she had a comp so she could get her good enough degree online and she said i had a tooooosheeeba and i kinda laughed how she said it, but then she said it got stolen. so then i said hows being married? she said its cool and i kinda said heh such a young age huh then she was all like well its complicated. i hope that person is treating her right and not u know brainwashing her or nething
-theonlybluefox
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 12:21 AM EDT
Saturday, 2 April 2005
ouchies
Mood:
 accident prone
Topic: my life
i messed up my arm big time
i gots the shakes in it
probly tore a tendon
either way off to fiesta texas
:::sighs::
i so sad:: traveler says so
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 8:29 AM EST
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 1:42 AM EST
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 12:47 AM EST
paul oakenfold
Topic: live events
paul oakenfold
well it all started out from my house. One of my best friends mike picked me up and then we drove to his friends dorm where he used to stay at for college. so we picked up charlie and drove over to pick up the other mike. which is a very cool person that i recently met. then on the way to austin charlie drove. but before we had to go to the gas station to get some fluids n some batteries. so on we went. the desination club Eternal! the jams we listened to were pretty good. The new moby cd sounds awesome but you really have to be in the mood for it. Its one of those cds you just have to experience alone. I really do hate showing off music i like esp to more than one person, i always feel that they will think im some fag for liking it or something. so charlie was driving pretty good. kinda fast for a small car but we made it there safe n sound. But there was this one bad ass ride that we saw that had neon lights on the actual hubcaps so charlie decided to take his camera while driving lol but luckily it didnt work. finally we appeared in the town i hate the most lol. we were suposed to me this guy i think his name was uran but he wanted to smoke so bad so i guess he went on his own since its kinda hard to smoke in the dorm n all. so we saw sir marcus instead in his dorm. too bad he couldnt have come either. As for uran i really didnt talk much to him since u know druggie n all. i got along with charlie pretty well on he ride over here. And the new mike was really funny as well.
So off we go to find the club. wellllll the thing is we got to the parking lot and then thats where the trouble came. we got lost and couldnt find it i swore all together we must have walked like 14 blocks going back n fourth a couple of times i saw this restaurant called maiko 5 times so by that time i was pretty teed off since i had been working that morning for 8 hours.then atlast we found this person as id like to call him elvis. or future me lol if i dont loose any weight. so he lead the magical way in the OTHER DIRECTION LOL so we walked all the way back to the other side and made it to club Eternal. now that we were there we waited in a long line. then finally we got to the door atlast! then we looked to the side and there were these people that had tickets that they had purchased online because they had printouts in their hand. Well mike bought them online, no prob well just walk to the side and get the tickets. Ok we did that cool we tried getting back in the door and this ass said back of the line. He must have thought he was cool or something saying that outloud buti didnt care i just wanted to come in. so i bought a water at the end of the line. See sherlock me thought that well if i buy something at a dollar chances are its going to cost twice as much inside. And sure enought the dollar water that i bought was 3 inside so you know everyone drank from the small bottle that i had heh. sooo i looked around. it was a two story club not that many people and the fog and the light systems were very nice i didnt dance much i just got my shimmy n my shake on. while the new mike i met got his crunk on (crazy drunk thing going on) and i must say it was nice lol. mike my brobagel jumped around and tried his hardest to mack it with the dancing ladies. while charlie was up front taking pics of this dj liquid todd. yea with a name like that you dont even want to hear him but he lead it on for a good long time and he made alot of facial expressions which i liked. then me n mike went to the upstairs floor, it was vip but we just walked up there. the bass was nicely shaking the floor, and after all that smoke it was pretty hot in there so i relaxed up top n watched from below.and then ahhhh mr oaky came in so me n mike raced down to the bottom. to my suprise paul oakenfold had aged quite a bit, time has not treated him well. it made me feel very sad inside because well i had so many of his cds i i had 2 disc traveling, tranceport, 2 disc live in oslo. 2 disc global underground new york, 2 disc n some other one that i never knew the name of cause it was given to me. i think it was bunka. but nehoo all this time i felt like i had which im sure everyone who came there to see him, i close relationship with his music in some way. and when i looked at him from the side, all these people including charlie lol was taking his picture with the flash like 4 feet away and he looked like some new animal in a zoo that everyone was trying to capture in some cinimatic mode. it disturbed me a bit, so i could see why he ignored my concert ticket. i wanted to get it signed. so i felt sad about that in general. but later o man i got my i guess u could call it a session. but i got my ticket signed by him i was so happy/ and then i walked over to the side and i could see him like 3 feet away. i just said fuck it. and i put my hand out and yelled for him and he shook my hand! someone that i loved music wise and had been listening to for 6 years had shook my hand. i felt like i had been blessed. And then mike wanted to shake his hand so he did so. lol: i even gave him my school id and he smiled n thought i was kinda weird but he signed it and that just made my day lol. so as soon as that happened to my i didnt care what happened. I only noticed one part of his cd that hes made before all the rest was kinda just remixing which i could understand because to create a cd with that type of genre of music it has to be really planned out for it to be great and even have famous singers like sarah mchlauchalakalakalin lol i dont think it pleased mike as well that he didnt hear cremefields which is the cd that got him into listening to paul oakenfold but what can you expect people just want to dance. Not to say that i wanted to hear some old school songs but i just wanted to see him. He had long hair which i thought was pretty weird because pract on every album and even the concert fliers had him really young and short hair sort of preppyish he looks cool on all of his album covers, im not sure if hes just using old pictures on his albums because thats how they know him or perhaps hes too scared to show his real image on a cd and have it be such a dramatic change. either way he had hairy arms like in all his pics lol/ even sir paul got his shakes on but i dont think neone could see him. Id be dancing too if i could control a whole crowd with my music. Then after that me and mike went to the back and layed down on some low stage floor area and just listened and talked for a min. found team crunk and then walked back outside. all sweaty in cool weather lol. drove to taco cabanna and i pigged out at 3 in the morning and then listened to music on the way back. somehow fell asleep and woke up at my house.
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 12:28 AM EST
sweet
Topic: live events
paul oakenfold signed my ticket and my school id
now thats never coming out of the frame
::grins:::
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 12:01 AM EST
Updated: Saturday, 2 April 2005 1:37 AM EST
Friday, 1 April 2005
about me
Topic: my bio
hi. Im johnathan
i cant write well so just close this site if you have to read perfect sentences lol
well to start off im 19 years old and live in san antonio and am currently working full time at a slave factory across from splashtown and taking internet classes
Major: surgical tech
hobbies::
magic the gathering( the best card game in the world)
and playing my bass
also messing up my comp when i have the time
i am currently going out with a hottie, her name is kayla and weve been going out for 2 years and 3 months. Im so happy that we someday want to grow old together. of course i want atleast 8 kids but i think she begs to differ well maybe a whole bakers dozen lol
nehoo heres a pic of her
Posted by theonlybluefox01
at 12:01 AM EST
Updated: Saturday, 2 April 2005 1:17 AM EST
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